ever had one of those days where u feel so empty inside? like u wanna listen to all the sappy and sentimental songs in the world and not do anything productive at all? or like u wanna stay in bed and cry ure eyeballs out? or dat u could sleep forever but still waking up feeling tired and soggy? well tts the kind of mood im in right now. and its totally not friendly. plus i'm not asleep yet. yep.. im contemplating over my tutorials and the camp tt im going on thursday. i've been trying hard to burn a dvd from just now but it didnt turn out right, so maybe i hafta to tell my dad to buy another stack of empty cds.. hee. tmr im planning to go to beach rd to buy me a nice new pair of slippers and shop for the camp wit jal or sth.. but then first thing in the morning i hafta cook and do the household chores as per normal. this sucks. when u have tons of plans and still things get in the way.. which means i hafta wake up reali early in the morning tmr. sighs. i've been thinking abt sth lately. been missing somebody real bad. its been years since we last talk or seen each other. i wonder if he still remember me or sth. the worst part is dat he's so near, and he lives so near me and with a little bit of effort i can talk to him or meet him.. i think i even have his telephone number in my old sim card.. but i think there is no way we will talk to each other again. its kindda sad dat u noe.. after all those shits we went through, we can't even stay as friends. heez.. how i miss him so bad. HAAAAZ. *snaps back to reality* wrote a testimonial for wan and i still havent receive one frm him. but anw, thanks wan for the songs u recommended me, i especially like the one frm the get up kids. aw.. so beautiful. hee. ouh its already past midnight. currently waiting for shan to finish typing out the econs essay outline and then send it to me so tt i can have sth to write abt.. HAHA. still i dunno when i will get to hold a pen and start doing my tutorials. im sure all my friends out there are religiously finsihing up their tutorials, studying and revising. me.. im just plain lazy, and i blame the surroundings. really. just put me in a place without my sisters and parents, the tv and the comp, and i think i can sit down and do some work. i think im gonna haf to continue crapping until shan finally send me the document. sighs. i wonder how many lazy bones i have in my body.. ooooh. here goes, im beginning to write crap. i think i better stop before i fall asleep on the keyboard.