hey. i can't make up my mind. should i go to snow city on friday? i dun wan to like spoil nithiya's plans.. she was dying to go snow city right from the beginning. but i'm fasting this friday.. and the rest of the girls.. dun sound like they're going. *sighs* dunno lah. anw, i'm not even sure whether they're even going for the movie. i know im going!! we're going plaza singapura (finally). i can't wait for thursday. just one mcq paper and done. DONE. and yeah.. i messed up one of my econs essay question. because i didnt studied elasticity and elasticity came out. bleargh. but anyway its over now. malay? malay was okae lah. i tink. but hell.. i didnt give a damn bout the peribahasa. but i hope i do well. hahaha. anw, he talked to me yesterday at msn. after 5 days of not talking.. we chatted for quite a while. and then this morning.. he was beside me when we were queuing for the 77 bus at the interchange.. i was like studying and when he stood beside me, i cudnt read anything tt was on my paper. i swear i was shaking frm head to toe.. i didn't even turn around to look at his face or anything. i only managed to look at his shoe.. and ain beside me was nudging my me with her elbow. i was like wad the hell..!! i was damn nervous i dun even dare to look up. anw, it makes me sad talking bout him. i mean, he changed a lot since i first meet him.. last time he used to be this sweet, nice guy but it all changes when he mixed with them. i mean its not like im saying he shudnt mix arnd or sth. but he became worse.. and its sad!! =( shan liked him a lot too. (great minds think alike, rite shan??) but now i dunno wad happened.. i supposed she still have a teeny weeny feeling for him.. its just tt she doesnt want to confess it to me.. i can see how close she was with him and how much she cares for him. i can tell you tt usually my conversation with dearest shantini is all abt him. and 80% of our conversations, (mind you, we do talk a lot.) we tell each other how disappointed we are with his drastic change, how much we love his old-self.. how much i like him.. how much this.. how much dat.. we are hopelessly sentimental i agree.. but wad to do. and i hope the whole class gets promoted to pre-u 2. i hope the class dun get disband or anything.. i mean bill can go to hell.. i dun tink the class wans him also. he's like one of the unsupportive teachers around. swee tee is okae, but we dun mind losing her either. or even roy.. haRhAr. i think i'll end here for now. i poured enough for one day... and anyway im not schooling tmr. yeay!!
* there's always tt one person tt will always have your heart,
you never see it coming cos you're blinded from the start *
