heyya. seriously where is everyone? there's like practically no one on msn right now. tsk. i had my gp paper just now. and its NOT GOOD. i didnt had enough time and i was rushing like nobody's business towards the end of both paper 1 and 2. seriously, my time management for gp is bad. totally bad. i feel so shitty when i wrote my essays and application question.. this is one of the worst paper i've ever done. my essay is messy and nuts.. and i feel that my application question lacks content. aaaah. and shantini was like saying.. oh.. its over now. yah i noe its over. but can't i moan a while?? i wanna pass my gp! *sighs* okae anw guess wad. i sat at the back during the paper.. and beside me was shantini!! hehe. and beside shantini was HIM!! *smiles smiles* well i am so sorry if you find this too over bearing.. but oh wad the hell. seriously i think this is critical because he is on my mind 24 hours. his name is like stuck in some part of my head and it takes up most of my brain and therefore unluckily i can't think properly, i can't revise well, i can't sleep well and i can't eat without thinking of him. its bad! i noe its really really bad. *sighs* well, i didnt look at him for one whole day except for a few glances here and there when he's busy concentrating on doing his paper. and we didnt talk.. and this is so ironical cos on thursday, we walked home together and talked a lot. hahah. i find this a little bit funny. but anyway im gonna have my lit and geography paper this monday. please do pray that i can do the paper and tt i will do well. thanks. hahah.

*maybe we'll fly tonight..*