hey i did sth pretty interesting today.. i signed up with hi5!! that thing is damn efficient i tell ya. its like way better than friendster, which always screws up when you need it the most. and so i recommend it to you guys out there. you should, should, should get down to it immediately. and dun forget to add me while you're on it. HAHA. i think the reason why i am so excited is cos i am so really bored and i can't find a single thing to perk me up.


actually, it would be nice if i can talk to hairwis or maybe muru even. he was on msn just now but then my stupid sis went into her msn while i was fetching my mom.. and now he's not there. ok so now i feel so screwed cos i'm like so dying to talk to him but nvr really gotten the guts. i am so gutless. LOLx.. anw, dearest aung told me that he went out with someone during hari raya. like GREAT.. that is totally great. haha. anw, i got sth planned with yanee and eva.. next tues yea! looking forward to a nice caramel frap or some chocolate. yummy..!


actually i wanted to go out today with jal or sth.. initially my plan was to donate blood. but i dunno where to go.. and i dun really have all the charitable mood to donate a bag of blood so i decided to skip it. and jal.. her idea was to go sentosa. if i'm in a better mood, i think i would go with the idea. but i was not.. and i don't want to waste my time and money going to sentosa feeling like crap. maybe when its a good time, then i consider going there. currently i feel like putting ferd in a bag and throw that bag into the sea.. he told me he was late the other day because he went to the gym.. but nooooo... he didn't. he stood his friends up. i shall shoot his ass the next time i see him. such an ass. i tink what is most important for a guy is not to be even later than the girl ure supposed to meet.. that is like so common sense!!


i think i'll sms hairwis later when he ends work. yesterday he was being such a great sms-er.. but he was slow.. so i slept while waiting for his sms. HAHA. so what do you suggest i do until 11 pm? my sis was saying tt she wants to use msn so i can't go into msn. i can't call hairwis cos he's working. i can't watch tv cos it'll be too boring. geez. i'm gonna be officially stoned till 11.


Yellowcard's Only One is currently stuck in my head right now..

Yellowcard - Only One

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one