hey. before this comp busts up again. i am so gonna like blog sth in. tmr im gonna get my results! well... its not sth i look forward to really.. but i have to get this over and done with. had great post exam days.. but sch was boring. i mean, they're supposed to be closed by now. i wonder why the hell they bother to open up the sch even after we get our results. *sighs* anw, i hope i get satisfying results.. i dun wan my results for promos to be way below mid yr and common test. and i hope i will get promoted.. i hope HE will get promoted too. anw, the fasting month has started.. and i hope to shed some weight!! lolx. actually i loved this month of all month cos its so HOLY. lolx.. didnt go for terawih today cos im too tired. i played like 1 hr of freaking basketball just now!! i'm so proud of myself realli.. ive nvr shot any ball into the basket before.. and just now i shot 2!! dayah also managed to score!! lolx. we had great tiring fun just now..and ain.. omg, she's good. she scored to nuts. uncountable.. and she got to play her fav game of basketball after a long time. i'm truly happy for u my dear! and thanks nasri and the boys.. for all ure support.. being such great gentlemen. i noe its pretty tough and not tt challenging to be playing with girls.. but hey.. we had lots of fun with u all! lolx. i bought the mini puzzle book frm popular!! and even borrowed 3 books frm the library today.. and when i went home and tried fiddling with the computer.. it can be switched on!!!!! hooray! chatted with ferd.. and we got a plan for tmr.. and then i get to chat with him!! after days.. being deprived of no computer and no msn.. i get to talk to both of them at the same time. lolx. anyway, i cant wait to shop for hari raya with my sisters..! and i was thinking of catching two movies!! and if i have enuff money.. (which i should be able to have if i learn to save).. i will treat myself to a top up card for my dearest, limp, neglected, non-living handphone. oh well.. i'll end here and start on my books. (=


*no days pass by without my fantasies*

okae firstly i need to shout out a few things..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANTINI!!! hope you have a great 18th year ahead!! love you lots dear!! i especially enjoyed today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNETTE!!! you're 17 already??? and i'm like stuck here being 16!! LOLx.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DAD!! oh no. of course i nvr forget ure bdae..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MDM NIM!!! stay pretty and SB forever! LOLx. kiddin.....

I AM FREE!! PROMOS IS BLOODY OVER!! yes.. its officially over!! now i just have to worry abt the results lah.. heehee.

THE FASTING MONTH IS HERE FINALLY!!! that means.. i get to shop and shop for hari raya!! and hari raya is a month away! i am so excited.

i had one of the greatest day of my life today. we had our last paper for the promos! and it was an mcq/data response paper which lasted like one and 45 mins.. so it was pretty fast. we then ate the cake tt was bought for shan.. we sent cakes to teachers and then head to plaza singapura!! besides celebrating my dearest shan's bdae today, the girls (nithiya, zanura, lay kuan, alin, ain, shan, dayah and me) went to watch THE EXORCIST. we had so much fun really.. we bought the tickets first and the lady at the counter scared me by saying tt i'm underaged. (of cos she was bloody kidding!! i'm not 17 yet but i'm already 16!!)next, we had this superflicious lunch @ long john's.. and then we crap and gossiped.. we spent like one whole freaking hour eating cum crapping and then we took neoprints!! it was by far one of the nicest pics ever taken!! it was so cool.. i seriously had fun screaming and laughing while taking the neoprints. then nithiya brought a camera along too.. and we took pictures everywhere.. and i mean literally everywhere!! at school, the escalator, long john silver's and even in front of the big toilet mirror. HAHA! i can't wait to see the pics when its ready. we had fun scaring the poop out of ourselves while watching the movie. and yep.. the ending is a twist really. but it was so much fun.. everyone took out their sweaters and cover their faces when they were freaked out. i had a tough time deciding where to sit cos nithiya wanted to sit beside me and shan.. and then i also wanted to sit beside shan.. and nithiya dont want to sit at the corner.. at last..i sat in between nithiya and shan.. HAHA!! nithiya and i shared my sweater.. i took one sleeve and she took the other. heehe. shan was scared too!!! she was like.."sya.. sya.." HAHAHA! so funnyyy.. well it was gruesome actually.. seriously sick. i was quite surprised tt ain didnt even flinched a muscle. she's like stoning and emotionless. i cried while watching the boy being eaten by those hyenas. LOLx. then we went arnd the place to window shop and get nette's present.. after our legs start to ache and our shoulders were starting to droop (my bag was heavy with dunno wad inside).. we decide to head home. evryone were happily tired. (= and tmr since there's no school.. we're going snow city!! yeay! im going to have non stop fun before i get my results..(i will worry bout tt later). and we're going to like start fasting tmr!!! =)=)=) thanks girls.. i had so so so much fun today!!!

if wishes realli do come true, i'll wish i've never met you. and you've nvr met them. life would be much easier then. urgh.

hey. i can't make up my mind. should i go to snow city on friday? i dun wan to like spoil nithiya's plans.. she was dying to go snow city right from the beginning. but i'm fasting this friday.. and the rest of the girls.. dun sound like they're going. *sighs* dunno lah. anw, i'm not even sure whether they're even going for the movie. i know im going!! we're going plaza singapura (finally). i can't wait for thursday. just one mcq paper and done. DONE. and yeah.. i messed up one of my econs essay question. because i didnt studied elasticity and elasticity came out. bleargh. but anyway its over now. malay? malay was okae lah. i tink. but hell.. i didnt give a damn bout the peribahasa. but i hope i do well. hahaha. anw, he talked to me yesterday at msn. after 5 days of not talking.. we chatted for quite a while. and then this morning.. he was beside me when we were queuing for the 77 bus at the interchange.. i was like studying and when he stood beside me, i cudnt read anything tt was on my paper. i swear i was shaking frm head to toe.. i didn't even turn around to look at his face or anything. i only managed to look at his shoe.. and ain beside me was nudging my me with her elbow. i was like wad the hell..!! i was damn nervous i dun even dare to look up. anw, it makes me sad talking bout him. i mean, he changed a lot since i first meet him.. last time he used to be this sweet, nice guy but it all changes when he mixed with them. i mean its not like im saying he shudnt mix arnd or sth. but he became worse.. and its sad!! =( shan liked him a lot too. (great minds think alike, rite shan??) but now i dunno wad happened.. i supposed she still have a teeny weeny feeling for him.. its just tt she doesnt want to confess it to me.. i can see how close she was with him and how much she cares for him. i can tell you tt usually my conversation with dearest shantini is all abt him. and 80% of our conversations, (mind you, we do talk a lot.) we tell each other how disappointed we are with his drastic change, how much we love his old-self.. how much i like him.. how much this.. how much dat.. we are hopelessly sentimental i agree.. but wad to do. and i hope the whole class gets promoted to pre-u 2. i hope the class dun get disband or anything.. i mean bill can go to hell.. i dun tink the class wans him also. he's like one of the unsupportive teachers around. swee tee is okae, but we dun mind losing her either. or even roy.. haRhAr. i think i'll end here for now. i poured enough for one day... and anyway im not schooling tmr. yeay!!


* there's always tt one person tt will always have your heart,
you never see it coming cos you're blinded from the start *

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

DO'S

Sagittarius is basically a happy go lucky kind. You can enjoy with them their zest and enthusiasm for life. They bubble with excitement. And if you share the same interests and hobbies, life can be great fun together. They are frank and straightforward so if you want some truthful opinion about anything or anyone – go to them. Be optimistic as they are and view life as glass half full.

DON'TS

Sagittarius is fiercely independent and cannot tolerate restriction. Hence, do not try to hold them back in life. Let them enjoy their freedom because if you hold any special place in their heart they will always come back for you. Do not feel irritated by the exaggeration in their speech. They may go on and on, talking about certain things that may not even interest you, but its their way of trying to communicate with you. They are basically frank and outspoken (to the point of being rude), so do not feel offended by their talks.




Pisces (Feb 22 - Mar 21



DO'S

Pisceans are sensitive and charming. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too, as in your time of need they are sure to help you. Pisces have a keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be right on mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life it may become a little difficult preposition).

DON'TS
Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambitions. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living below the poverty line but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in their tears (even men born under this sign).


ps you know what. i think this is sickeningly true.

heyya. anw thanks dan, for sharing tt with me. and thanks for the "health tip". im gonna screw you upside down to get tt something out.. haha. anw, had geog and lit just now.. lit was okae.. but i think im gonna like flunk my paper 1 cos i didnt understand wad half the question was talking about. *sighs* but anw, i did quite a lot for my paper 8. i guess its okae. for paper 2 it was a context question and i was struggling a little. again i guess its okae. for geog, hmph.. my hand was dropping off by that time.. but i survived it. *hoorah*. geog was fine cept tt i think i wrote too briefly for my drqs. but oh well. everything's done.. and now i can only hope for the best. tmr's mt and econs!!!! i dun give a shit bout mt. except maybe i hafta memorise a few peribahasa here and there. but that can be done tmr morning. i tink. wad matters now is econs!! im supposed to like finish 3 essays in 2 hours and fifteen minutes. my GOD. my hand is going to literally drop off any moment tmr. and how am i gonna stuff one whole stack of notes for the essay?? *sighs* anw, the girls plan to watch exorcist:the beginning and then friday, they plan to go to snow city.. nithiya called snow city yesterday and they said we can have the whole place to ourselves. you imagine her enthusiasm. she actually called them. CALLED SNOW CITY. and to think she's a 19 year old. anw, i hope it rains again tmr. i like it when it rains during the exam period. its cold and gloomy.. just the right atmosphere for exams. and its ending with just 3 more paper away!!! okae well its not "just". i have this economics thingy to worry about.. and i worry about it a lot. *sighs* okae well, i guess i'll end here.. have you guys read today's "the new paper"? well you should.


* sleep. drown away your thoughts, your fears, your sadness. he should have been far far far far away from you. *

heyya. seriously where is everyone? there's like practically no one on msn right now. tsk. i had my gp paper just now. and its NOT GOOD. i didnt had enough time and i was rushing like nobody's business towards the end of both paper 1 and 2. seriously, my time management for gp is bad. totally bad. i feel so shitty when i wrote my essays and application question.. this is one of the worst paper i've ever done. my essay is messy and nuts.. and i feel that my application question lacks content. aaaah. and shantini was like saying.. oh.. its over now. yah i noe its over. but can't i moan a while?? i wanna pass my gp! *sighs* okae anw guess wad. i sat at the back during the paper.. and beside me was shantini!! hehe. and beside shantini was HIM!! *smiles smiles* well i am so sorry if you find this too over bearing.. but oh wad the hell. seriously i think this is critical because he is on my mind 24 hours. his name is like stuck in some part of my head and it takes up most of my brain and therefore unluckily i can't think properly, i can't revise well, i can't sleep well and i can't eat without thinking of him. its bad! i noe its really really bad. *sighs* well, i didnt look at him for one whole day except for a few glances here and there when he's busy concentrating on doing his paper. and we didnt talk.. and this is so ironical cos on thursday, we walked home together and talked a lot. hahah. i find this a little bit funny. but anyway im gonna have my lit and geography paper this monday. please do pray that i can do the paper and tt i will do well. thanks. hahah.

*maybe we'll fly tonight..*

hey. dammit. i am supposed to be studying geography.. not blogging. but neways, i have so much to talk abt. i may sound naive and spastic here but bear with me yea.. we talk quite a lot today and he gave me 2 sweets! and we played this "throw-wrapper-at-her/him" game (well it wasn't actually a game, but we threw wrappers at each other anw.).. and i had so much fun. *heehe* and then we walked to the busstop together to catch the 77 bus.. with aliff, nithiya, dayah and ain. sth funny happened at the busstop.. nithiya wanted to diss sth abt qian ling to us.. obviously she wasnt aware of qian ling behind her. huahua.. then he asked nithiya sth like, "is your brain and mouth connected?" *smile smile* yeah. he got me into high spirits on such a hot, humid and depressing day. it is depressing. nithiya and nette are still not talking.. school ended at 4.30 and there was 2 periods of malay. mt period is boring nowadays.. but oh well. we did the peribahasa test.. which i flopped. i didnt memorise lah of cos.. i mean oh hell, mdm rasiah expects us to follow the list word by word when doing these tests. i dont usually memorise stuffs. i understand them.. mdm rasiah is making my life very difficult. i don't think a lot of ppl are coming for school tmr. half of the class were deciding on whether to attend school.. shan, daniel and nette confirmed they're not coming. *sighs* he's goin..! he asked me in class whether im coming tmr and i told him im not sure.. and he said tt he's like confirmed coming.. cos he missed 2 days of school already.. so should i go? im still contemplating. i havent revise a single shit. and i should be doing it right now. *sighs* i can't believe how happy i was just talking to him.. i like to watch him smiling and frowning at the same time. i love the way he screws his face at me. i like him teasing me. i like him playing with my hair. i love the way he converses with other ppl. i love it when he says.."no.. i dun like tucking in my uniform" *beams* oh god, i wish it will be this blissful everyday. heee. *snaps back into reality* i should really start revising.


*and when the stars fall i will lie awake,
you are my shooting star*

hey. i typed a bloody hell lot just now and its all gone. well anw, just to sum up wad happened today. shan didnt come to school. )= i hope you're fine now, with your sprained ankle and all.. heehee. anw, miss you lots especially when i cudnt sit with you during lit class. i slept in lit class today. for the first time in my life, i slept in a lit class, so you can get the idea how tired and sleepy i was today. and it was during P1 lesson! the text is so difficult and i slept half of the lesson. had a short day just now. basically nth interesting happened.. cept tt i get to talk a whole load of things with him and it was soopa cool. i quite enjoyed today actually, cos i thought geog was gonna be a bore and then it was not quite as expected. we went through the revision exercise tt we did yesterday and mr ng gave us another revison exercise to end the lesson. 1 drq and two essays. great. and then i saw adha's (one of my primary school mate) little brother just now.. boarded the same bus home. we both recognise each other but then didnt manage to talk. we were like stealing glances in the bus cos he was sitting near to me. he's like currently in sec 1 but he looks small and underaged...HAHA. i wanted to strike a conversation with him as soon as we got down the bus but then he sped off to the other direction. (he lives 2 blocks away frm me btw..) anw, changed my handphone template and im totally loving it.. cos it has the same design as my computer wallpaper.. and its bright orange!! woo. i dunno when i'll be sitting down to study. this is really a dark confession cos promos is 3 days away.. and im sure if any of my teachers know of this, they'll probably request tt i shoot myself in the head. oh well. i better switch this damn thing off and hit the books.

heyya. i'm loving my new skin. changed again cos basically i kindda dislike the girl's pic tt was on my previous skin.. she's like so small and fragile. harhar.. anyways i tink i like this layout a teeny weeny bit more than the previous one. went to jurong point with ain just now.. she wanted to buy something frm popular and so i tagged along. we went to value $1.05 but then the nice stuffs tt i saw just a week ago were all gone. i felt bad for avoiding a friend today but sometimes you have to do these kind of things to get away from nonsensical and time wasting activities.. (if you know wad i mean).
i hafta to do a few things actually, there's my geog revision exercise and i seriously dun feel like doing it. next i have the blue book to write, and then i have to iron my uniform. i spent the last 5 hours on the computer chatting, surfing and changing html for the new skin.. and im beggining to regret not picking up a book or sth. *sighs*. anw, i seriously can't wait for this promos to be over. first things first, my father's giving me money to shop for hari raya right after the promos. next, i desperately want to top up my prepaid. next, i wanna watch exorcist in the cinemas.(aww..too bad my sis can't watch it with me cos she's not 16!! muaahaha. its nc-16 btw) and of course after promos, its basically the fasting month and then hari raya! hehee. and of cos holidays.
anw, to all of you ppl there mugging or burning the midnight oil, keep on going and get it done and over with. (=

heyya. back again.. changed my layout. i like this big time, cos its pink and black. wan is chatting wit me right now on msn and he just gave me this link.. which u all should check out.
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seriously i can't believe this kind pf ppl do exist in singapore. i wonder how old is he, where he's schooling at and stuffs. its bloody racist and i dun see why the owner of the friendster can have the cheek to say tt it's nt. anw, if u surf more, you'll find tt there is an anti-indians and hindus friendster tt is linked. now they're not only being racist but there religious discrimination too!! tsk tsk. going to my aunt's house today for some kenduri. i thought of revising today but seems like i cant do anything. and mom just blasted me for going on the internet so early in the morning. shits. i swear she has sth against me.. she just can't see me doing my own things. and now she's asking me to fold the laundry. aaah. housework again. i am going to go nuts.. i need to start revising for my promos! anw, suddenly i dun feel like going for the kenduri. but my parents would kill me if i give them any lame excuse. ok now tt i hafta do some work.. i better get started. anw, sha.. wan can hear the song on my blog, with the usual pop-ups, i wonder what might be the problem.. anw, haf a good week my friends..

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hey. after such a long time, im blogging again.. cos my comp is working rite now.. but its lagging like hell. nth much these days cept the promos is arnd the corner. and its bugging everyone.. and besides tt, we're gonna be starting puasa!! heehe. i just can't wait to start on the terawihs.. and hari raya! and of course, the holidays. i'm starting to get so easily distracted in class nowadays.. especially in econs.. i'll be talking to aung (he's my new seating partner) and zanura (also my new seating partner).. we definitely got tons of things to talk abt. and aung is always singing and singing.. haha.
watch singapore idols yesterday.. mind you.. i dun usually watch this stuff. and i was sickeningly shocked when jessie was voted out.. i mean.. she really IS good. but maybe the audience don't like her level of confidence. and the other girl? wads her name? well im not surprised tt she was voted out. i was thinking maybe geri or even daphne will be out this time round. sheesh.. oh well. wanna catch saturday night live today.. i skipped it last week. sighs. ok.. guess i'll stop here. gotta do some housework. i'm being bullied every weekend.. i hate this.