things happened today. i saw someone that i havent been talking to for almost four years. he is fine, i am glad. i missed him and today he was there in front of me, although at first i didnt notice him. but still, we updated on each other. i had my literature paper today which was a killer. i seriously pray that i'll pass at least. i cannot afford to flunk.. yes i admit i didn't actually mugged for this paper but i had tried my very best.

i also found out that he already has someone in mind. how the hell was i supposed to know? i mean really, i am not overly disappointed.. i am so so used to this, almost to the point of numbness. but he seemed to care, he really did. the good thing is that i know now where this is leading to. nowhere. and so i guess that's it. i hoped i didnt sound too sad when i was talking to him just now.

yesterday my dearest hp just freaked out. so its either a new phone or get it repaired. i oh-so want a new phone sey.

can i just get cut off from the world sometimes.? it really felt good when i was doing the lit paper today cos i wasnt thinking of anything else.

life isn't so easy sometimes. its more complicated than having two major papers in one day and its more sucky than maths and science put together. haha. really i'm thinking why does it have to link with education? anw have u guys read today's "the new paper"? the cover story about the nkf thingy really saddens me. why does everything have to be soo sad?