i made him this..
he made me this.. awww... so sweet aint it..

im now in the sch's com lab, with absolutely nothing to do. ok weelll.. im actually supposed to take the attendance of the pu1s coming for the interview.. but but.. none of them are here.. *yawns* im meeting him later.. (: we'll probably catch a movie. actually.. i would prefer to just talk.. i dont want to do anything. not after what happened.. but.. if he wants to watch it, then i shall go with his idea.. just like heaven would be nice. hehe..

OH GOD, PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON ME.
I KNEW I WAS WRONG. I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN.
PLEASE GOD. PLEASE.


i love you sayang.

shucks lah. my computer is giving problems again.. gosh, its behaving like a 3 yr old kid crying for attention!! can i like just throw this thing out of the window? or stuff it down the rubbish chute? aaarrghh... i didnt do much today. cooked, slept, ate. havent even had my daily dose of tv. so i guess i'll be watching the soccer match. im going to do more raya visiting tmr... with my classmates.. so erm.. isit like too late already?? well.. the syawal month lasts for one month so i guess its never too late to collect summore money.. maahahahaha.

i wanna catch the exorcism of emily rose and just like heaven.. but i seriously can't find time!! next week is SC week.. i'm gonna be busy, he's gonna be busy.. so i dunno how we're gonna find time for each other. i wish we were schooling so he doesnt have to go through all these, but at the same time, i love the holidays man.. i wanna read more books, i wanna go to the beach!! do we have time?? do we? sighs i wanna change my handphone's skin.. pink is getting too boring.. so erm.. what colour should it be this time.. green?

sayang.. i'm missing you loads.. i know ure going through a rough time.. but you know i'm always here for you.. *smiles* and what's ures is also mine arrrh...

i blogged just now, and my internet went bonkers.. now i am bonkers!! aaarggggggh. right. as you can see, got myself a new layout, just so i will have the mood to blog.. heheh.. havent been blogging for the past few days.. been very busy and lazy lately..

went for raya visiting with the 2 girls and 4 boys on monday.. hehe.. wanted to post some pictures here but they are nowhere to be seen.. so i guess i'll just post them at my msn space..

this week was great.. i get to spend lots of time with him and i thank GOD for that. we did loads of things together, we went jalan raya... walked around town.. window-shopped.. kissed... talked about loadsa things... watch stars.. went to esplanade and sat at the rootop.. kissed.. had lunches and dinner together.. had chocolate ice-cream at syed alwi road.. i love you sayang!! haha.. i went home late practically everyday of this week except for friday cos i decided to stay at home and helped mom. she was soo mad lah, that i reached home late every night but i guess she knew that i was with hafiz.. so its ok..hahaha.

two days back.. she found my report card (which is still not signed bcos i havent show it to my dad). she didnt know i had an AO pass for literature which says 43 in the card.. so she was kindda pissed that it was nt an A pass like it should be.. and she asked me when am i gonna show it to dad. i think i need to tell her that i didnt mind getting an AO pass for my lit cos i did so badly for the common test and mid yr papers and thus it was rather surprising that i managed a 43. not an A pass... yeah yeah.. but who cares? i know i don't. ok maybe its nt up to expectations, but hey i am grateful. =

he is so asleeeep lah. he is very tired from the street soccer. oh well. i guess we'll just talk tomorrow... tomorrow.. tomorrow..

Evan and Jaron - The Distance


The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least thats how it feels to me
Whenever youre away

I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time youre comin back

I cant take the distance
I cant the miles
I cant take the time until I next see you smile
I cant take the distance
And Im not ashamed
That with every breath I take Im callin your name
But I cant take the distance

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it aint close enough
Not nearly close enough

I cant take the distance
I cant the miles
I cant take the time until I next see you smile
I cant take the distance
And Im not ashamed
That with every breath I take Im callin your name

I brave fire and I brave rain
To be by your side Id do anything
I cant take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
Thats how much you mean to me
cause I cant take the distance
I cant take these miles
I cant take the time until I next see you smile
I cant take the distance
And Im not ashamed
That with every breath I take Im callin your name
I cant take the distance

Its hard to remember
As long as youre away
When I find solace
Theres only one way

hey. i am so sorry i havent been updating all the while. too caught up with things. PW, MT exams, RAYA!! haha.. i love the money... and i think im gonna finish it soon.

pw oral presentation is in 2 days time.. *shivers*
camp is in 2 days time.. *shivers*

i need to jalan raya more. i need more money. hahhahaha... sorry sayang.*wink wink*