i found a new love. jamie cullum! his songs just makes me smile and sway.. (: i guess its the same for jason mraz, josh groban, john mayer and michael buble.. who can ever resist michael buble. his voice is just like hot, melting butter.. *sighs* (: anyway, managed to put a song in the blog, thanks to dearest jalilah! thanks a lot!
meet hafiz yesterday to watch ice age 2 at plaza singapura. we bumped into his sister aishah in front of the mall, LITERALLY. cos i fell down when she crashed into us. yeah, infront of everyone.. not that ive never been embarassed in public before, but on top of that, my bum was hurting. HAHAH. ohwells, its still a pleasant surprise. we had to sit in the first row of the theater cos tickets were running out and it we couldnt afford to watch the 9.10 pm one. i wouldnt want to do a movie review here.. hahaa.. but i guess its still pretty funny, and it was nice to see hafiz laugh. heh.. after the movie, had dinner at kfc. both of us were so freaking hungry and we managed to finish our food in 20 minutes, (which is an achievement for me, cos im a bloody slow eater.) i had set b of the superstar meal and he had the banditto meal. i love chicken man, I WILL NEVER GET SICK OF IT!! hmph.
today, had to vacuum the whole house. cleaned up my room a bit and then basically just do nothing. took a short nap in the afternoon and then played sims busting out on the playstation, after that got bored. i really feel like a zombie. felt like doing nothing and that was what i just did. NOTHING. mom and dad are both working and wont be coming home till night, wani went to the library with muz. hafiz, he's busy. and the weather's been indecisive.. cos there were signs of rain, but then there was no rain. sheesh. but i guess its ok to stay home today, cos my dad went out to work early.. and i have more.. freedom, i guess. hahaa..
back to school tomorrow. and i think we'll be getting our horrifying results. what ms low said on friday's home tutor period (after i came back from crapping) really scared me. she said something like.. "dont cheat yourself by saying that if you had studied, you will achieve better results. but what if it doesnt make a difference? you have to start asking yourself why you're getting bad results. we have to discuss with your parents." okay, she didnt exactly say it to me, she said it generally to the whole class. but i got so darn guilty. the thing is, i didnt study very hard. sheesh.. i seriously dont want my parents to be called in, my FATHER will start on one of his neverending-shitified-attitude-problem nags. urgh. i dont want my parents to be called in. oh GOD.
havent iron my uniform and havent pack my bag. havent been doing my organizing too. i am such a lazy COW.
on the way
we all changed,
but i guess we learnt more things.
i guess we grew up.
i pray things get better for all of us.
