sometimes its hard to explain myself.
and i so thought
it will be much better for things to be left like that.
i left, they were not your kind you know.
i didnt want to hurt anyone or change anything
so what if we all cannot be together as one
they dont affect us, and we ought not to be affecting them
or talking about them
but people talk.
sometimes i think, i don't know my friends anymore (have you ever thought the same way?)
i don't know myself too.
torn between two sides,
but you're the one i should hold on to.
i never felt for you the way i felt about the others.
would you forgive me
for leaving you that day? and the many other days that you had thought the same?
shall we be us, leave everyone else behind?
i dont feel any want to hurt you.
you were there, a quiet pillar of support,
through my days.
i knew.
oh friendship.
and you,
words can paint my love
but you saw my weaknesses
you knew my mistakes
you knew everything.
but why does it hurt everytime
when our expectations are not being met.
should we be less demanding?
this love is the only one
i knew i should never let go of.
yet sometimes
i feel like its taking a toll on me.
but i never meant to hurt you
i never did.
i just don't know why it has to hurt so much
sometimes.
haven't i always love you?
the two of you,
how do i explain myself?
