i dont even know why in the world im blogging now. im supposed to be asleep, i guess.. due to the fact that tomorrow, monday, is a schooling day plus its the start of the new week. but i need to pen down blog some of the interesting things that had happened lately.

i have two new addictions. sudoku and jennifer crusie's novels. this is rather disturbing as i remember clearly of that resolution a few days ago, the one about finishing my jane austen's persuasion. and the fact that lit p2 prelims is in 3 weeks time is alarming... looking at my current lit p2 marks is more devastating. my dad had suggested a crash-course for literature but i had declined that thought. i mean, the last i heard of a crash-course was for econs, and it was a three-days thing... which will cost 300 bucks.
helo?
300 dollars?? for a 3 days "stuff-economics-down-your-throat"?
plus, how will a literature crash course be? othello, school for scandal, sstc, persuasion, measure for measure, rotn... i cant bear the thought.

during the ptm, i told ms low that im pacing myself. yes, paaaaaaaacing. nevermind me, but my parents are rather disturbed by the AO pass i got for literature.. therefore no matter what i tried to drill into their clueless minds, they still insist that.. its just 3 subjects.. its just literature. oh yeah. rigggghht. its JUST 3 subjects. three. THREE. sighs.

all these depressing stuffs aside, i managed to sort things out with hafiz after what seems like a separation. but no, no. we're together still. cannot live with each other, cannot live without each other. and my girlfriends, no worries, hafiz treats me well, though there are rough times. thanks for all those support though. each and every one of you... you know who you are.
annnnnd...
highlight of the week.
we watched the lake house!!
friends, i recommend you catch this romantic-comedy. even hafiz likes it. i so do not regret spending my saturday afternoon and hafiz's money (haha!) on this movie, really. how should i put this.. its just the chemistry between keanu reeves and sandra bullock. and its funny too. plus its heartwarming and makes u think a little.. so its not the "leave-your-brains" kind of movie. and the ending is good and it satisfy you... so much! i was quite surprised that jane austen's persuasion is used as a tool of connection in the movie.. sadly, it wasnt described correctly though. but wth, you should still go watch it.. and if you have that someone, all the more you should go. with that someone of course.

ok actually, that was what i wanted to blog all along since yesterday. yea, about the lake house. haha.. so yea i think i better sleep now.
till i blog again, take care my friends!

ok girls, i've compiled the pictures into one collage.
BUT if you personally want each individual picture, i can pass them to you, on msn or sth..
ok?



sorry its a bit small, i cant make it big, or else it wont fit my blog nicely, but click on it to get a larger view ok?
we were all very pretty yesterday.. ahahha!

i feel very lazy to blog much these days.
basically to list a few things that have been happening lately;
got back my results,
Alhamdulillah.
its a good start, and i hope my marks keep increasing. hhahah.
but ms foong says im underperforming for her paper.
yes, i agree.
literature however, HOPELESS.
dont even know if i can manage an A0 pass this time.

to my friends and him,
ain, zash, shaheedha, shan, pok, dhivyah, jayne, hidayah, kasthuri..
the mid years are over.
whatever marks we get does not matter now.
grades aside.. we know how much more we need to study before the prelims and alevels..
though studying can never be enough.
we will try our extremely best.
no procrastinating now, no lazying on the bed, couch, whatever.
pace yourself, i know if we will get satisfaction at the end.
lets help each other if we can, and still have our own studying space.. i seriously dont want us to be TOO individualistic.

as for me,
by now i should know that study schedules work nuts for me.
i just do not have the ultimate discipline like some other people.. to follow it through.
so its back to everyday schedules.
and i jolly well better stop thinking about as, like zash says.
sigghs.

so today, i will do the urban geography revision questions.
and touch something physical geography.
and later maybe go for a run to relieve some stress.
HAHA.

just a random thought:-
some people have all the luck in the world eh?

today, cleaned up my room, vacuumed the whole house. and then got tired. heh.
wanted to meet hafiz but nyeehh.. ran out of cash. both of us.
anw, i havent blog about the time we went to lunch at pizza hut, then watch superman, after which we had ice cream at swensens. i think it was on the past wednesday. haha..
and so,
i decide not to spend anymore money.

i planned to at least finish up some human geography revision qns.
or the whatever literature p2 things that i have yet to finish.
or sort out my notes.

urgh.

oh i am like so worn-out.
from everything.
the papers are killing my brain-cells (not that i have many) but after every single paper, my hands get tired, my arms ache, my body aches, my brain aches. i don't know. its just so tiring.. every single shit that is going on. some things that i loved to do seem like chores now. and daily routines are painful.
4 months, 4 months from now and it can turn me into a pessimist.
too many problems to worry about, too many concerns.
and my room is in a mess, it just infuriates me. notes lying all over.
literature texts.
thick, heavy files.
drained.
drained.

i so cannot believe that i actually felt sleepy during the p8 paper. p2 i was yawning yes.. numerous times. but this morning, i was yawning all the way.. and my eyes felt real heavy. then i remembered the kopiko inside my pencil case. coffee toffees i believe, works better for me than the coffee itself. so i figured, its kopiko and coffee for my late night mugging to come. double dose of coffee.

tomorrow marks the end of the mid year examinations. and just like what nithiya said, we'll not be sitting for anymore mid year exams after this. quite true actually.
nithiya is just madness. she thinks that ql looks like oliver khan. that is just funny.
yeah, and talking about oliver khan, italy won.
just like how i wanted it to be.



ok bye for now.

its near 3 am.
i am watching the portugal-germany match now.. weee..
called my baby, he didnt leave his cell on.. sayang how many times do i need to tell youuu...
and is he even awake? i doubt it.
please, on your phone now!

went to watch the NDP Preview today... zash huney had 2 extra tickets so she asked dayah and me along to go with her and pok.
sun was hot-rrifiying. the preview was fine, but i think rather SHORT. i guess its just a preview.. urgh. anw, the greatest part was... i get to watch electrico play live. and they played... LOVE IN A NEW WAVE!! i almost cried... but the people around me definitely werent interested.. bleah.
the most irritating thing on earth that happened during the course of the preview?
my white balloon thingy keep deflating itself throughout.
IRRITATING. i couldnt make much noise with the thing..
but i enjoyed the fireworks though.. pretty..!
and i definitely enjoyed all the laughing.. *winks at zash*
anw here's a sneak preview of the preview. HAHA!!



the only picture that turn out fine.
yesterday,
we walked around a bit and then went for dinner at cavana.. yum.
hafiz is photogenic, yes.



happy 10 months dearest.
muahhs.

before i start my "last-minute, try-to-squeeze-everything" econs mugging, i would like to blog sth here.

quoted from pok's blog:-

"then we were talking about our future
of cos we included dayah in our conversation.
the three housewives wannabe.
saying how nice it would be
if we could spend the rest of our lives there
with our children and hubbies"

it looks like a stanza from a poem, come to think of it. HAHAA..
well actually the whole entry was pretty interesting, but i decided to quote only this, plainly cos i am too lazy to type the whole thing. (i cant cut and paste from her blog, ERRGH..)
yeah i miss all those bintan-talks.
talks of us being housewives..
makes me laugh now. HAH. wonder what will hafiz say when he reads this. heh..
being simple and happy is quite fulfilling for me, as long as i get to be with the ones i love.. and i get to be at peace.. and be happy.
it would be just perfect to go to the uni and make myself happy.
now i can only wonder what lies ahead for us.



well, i guess its back to econs.

ok so school has started. i got to meet all those pretty faces that i oh-so-miss during the holidays. and so a week has passed. next week is *gulps*, mid years. i didnt actually revise. so i hope i will have every bit of strength from now till its over to do some very VERY last minute mugging. with the world cup and all.. *sigghs*..

im having a headache. errgh.

yesterday went to j.e library after school to do abit of econs revision. hafiz did his math. we had lunch at ljs. at 745, we went to watch scary movie 4. urgh.. such a waste of money. 9.50 per tix and the movie is utterly brainless. such a total waste la. but we didnt want to catch superman cos it was like 2 hours 40 min!! mcm hindustan sey.

im supposed to go for the youth day opening today at the national stadium. BUT, my father decide not to let me go. very irritating.. very very irritating. because hafiz and me already made plans to meet and go together since i have two tickets. ergh.. talking abt it makes my blood boil.

yesterday though, had one of the best times with him. we talked and i told him some things that i didnt want to before, because i was scared that it will taint the impression he has towards me, and my family. but i figured i shouldnt be hiding things from him. we didnt fight, not even argue!! haha.. tts quite an achievement. finally he got himself a creative muvo tx fm. i think its silver colour.
sayang, if you want a red one, you can change the cover with me..i have the red one and i know you like red..
but silver is pretty too, you know.

my father bought syarina an mp3 too. i dunno what the world is coming to when 4 year olds already own an mp3. and contrary to what my dearest friends think.. she doesnt have songs like twinkle2 little star whatever. she listens to ashlee simpson, black eyed peas, t.a.t.u, matchbook romance, sean paul, akon, shakira, peterpan. she basically likes songs that she can dance to. what was i doing when i was a four year old? the only entertainment for me was playing at the playground with my neighbours.. i was living in toa payoh back then. sigghs.. those good ol' times.

nowadays im listening to my mother's sappy malay songs. and i like them!
very scary..