Humming to Stacie Orrico - I'm Not Missing You
yep. i changed my blogskin, hooray! ain liked the previous skin but i think its a tad too CHEERY for me. and i love the michael buble's song too..! so anyways, the prelims are like finally finally over.
18 Sept 2006, Mondayecons paper was bloody shittified. the MCQs cannot be classified under the "do-able" category. anw, the paper aside.. the 9 girlfriends went to komala's at little india to have our brunch. oklar, i had planned to get myself chappati or sth.. but i so cannot eat chappati without the keema.. and komala's is a vegetarian place. so i had my usual masala thosai. $4.50 student meal.. comes with fries and coke too! HEH.
then we went over to.. some place there to thread.. (
for this friday yea!) shaheedha, pok and zash went to thread.. looks painful yea, judging by the amount of tearing done and the red patches. then we went over to suntec.. goodness i tell you, i felt like i have been taking the darn escalator, (although not working all the time) for granted. due to the IMF thingy, we had to go through marina square.. one whole BIG round. but anyways, we had a birthday surprise for pok. we got ourselves 3 slices of different types of chocolate cake and brought her to the suntec rooftop garden to cut the cake.

the 3 slices.. they were darn huge ok. the middle, chocolate mud cake of course belongs to the birthday girl but we had gotten a pinch of it each. hehhe.. zash, dayah and i escaped from the group and rushed, sprinted, dashed to
secret recipe to get the cakes.

and that is the birthday girl cutting her cake with a homemade designed knife. HAHA. ohwells, we managed to get her to blow the candle and make a wish but you know how i am SO lagging when it comes to taking pictures at the right moment.

we were eating our cakes infront of this fountain, so we thought of like washing our hands and mouth here. HAHA. but we didnt ok.. it was just our usual crazy thoughts.
then we walked around cos a few of us wanted to get shoes for this friday. dayah and i had to leave halfway cos we were going to meet fariz and hafiz. we then had dinner at hajjah maimunah at jalan pisang. i never fail to get very full when i have my meals there. we had like
tahu telur, kangkong, seput lemak cili padi, sambal goreng pengantin and a chicken dish. i forgot how to spell it.. after which we went to bugis village. so dayah now has an idea of what she's gonna wear, real pretty.
i am so darn excited for
this friday albeit hafiz is not.. hahahHahHa! i always like getting excited and preparing for something. also, its like the last thing to look forward to before the
something that is going to happen in 6 weeks time. ohman.
i hope it comes by the end of this week or nearly next. sigghs.
Humming to The Wallflowers - One Headlight.
the prelims are not over yet. its pretty amusing, cos a few months back, i was predicting that i would be mugging every hour of the day during this period -but i'm not. HAH. anyhoos.
literature/8 - i was planning to do the drama and the comparison, and that was exactly what i did. what was the comparison? two poems, oh yea. since the ct, the poem analysis questions were killers. but he said this time around, it was a GIVE-AWAY. it tickles me. i didnt even bother to read the poem.
and the drama. who in the right frame of mind, would have thought that a death was a comedy? not me, not ain and aliff and nithiya and shan either. i thought it was ridiculous, but it didnt come across as ridiculous-ly funny.
so how would i predict my grade? with luck, i would get an AO. maybe.
economics/3 - the questions were what we students call, "do-able". so yeah i hope my economics actually makes sense. now we're left with the mcq and the case/drq. i hope they will help.. i dont want D and below!!
geography/1 - no comments.
geography/2 - i hope my human geog makes sense la. and i dont want ms foong to tell me that i did not perform up to expectations. sighs.. and this is my beacon of hope for geography cos as you can see, physical geog is a "no-comments" kind of paper, so i would be getting "no-comments" kind of grade.
literature/1 - a no-hope paper.
FOR ALL TIME. i don't even wanna talk about it!
so yea. anyway, have to go now!
the two of you.
sometimes its hard to explain myself.
and i so thought
it will be much better for things to be left like that.
i left, they were not your kind you know.
i didnt want to hurt anyone or change anything
so what if we all cannot be together as one
they dont affect us, and we ought not to be affecting them
or talking about them
but people talk.
sometimes i think, i don't know my friends anymore (have you ever thought the same way?)
i don't know myself too.
torn between two sides,
but you're the one i should hold on to.
i never felt for you the way i felt about the others.
would you forgive me
for leaving you that day? and the many other days that you had thought the same?
shall we be us, leave everyone else behind?
i dont feel any want to hurt you.
you were there, a quiet pillar of support,
through my days.
i knew.
oh friendship.
and you,
words can paint my love
but you saw my weaknesses
you knew my mistakes
you knew everything.
but why does it hurt everytime
when our expectations are not being met.
should we be less demanding?
this love is the only one
i knew i should never let go of.
yet sometimes
i feel like its taking a toll on me.
but i never meant to hurt you
i never did.
i just don't know why it has to hurt so much
sometimes.
haven't i always love you?
the two of you,
how do i explain myself?