selamat hari raya haji to all my muslim friends!
or rather all muslims.
actually my heap of cousins are all in the living room, catching up with each other..
the food, all sorts of food on the table.. curry, pulut with daging, pudding, and my mom made ketupat and sorts. hehe.
TWO more days of working inclusive of today!
wonder if there'll be full house today and tmr. im doing the closing shifts la for both days.. damnest.
yesterday was so happy to go home at ten, although i waited for the bus for like ages.

but its gonna be ok after all this.
i have friends to meet and catch up with,
a bbq to go to.
a birthday party to attend.. yeayness!
chalet..
and..
shopping.
its been.. i dunno..
literally years.. since i last shop.
i think its ok to binge-shopping now.

plus, i cant wait till hafiz comes home on the 2nd.
i'll just have to wait now.
sighhs.

here i am..
3 more hours before work.
11 more hours before i end my work for the day.
HAHA.
it is the 29th by the way.
4 more working days inclusive of today.
and then its the chalet, the outing, time with hafiz, time for myself. all while it lasts.
and then 11 jan. sigghs.
sorry, but i gotta warn you guys, this entry has the tendency of being full of rants and self-pitying complains.

how was christmas for you guys?
the boutique is so darn crowded these few days.. i dont know why.
customers want to kill us.
and i cannot imagine what its gonna be like on the new year's eve and new year.
i dont think kelly, su or even hazqil is working.
its gonna be SHIT.

ohwells. nuff bout working..
off day was well-spent. i think.
we went out with dayah and fariz..
and we didnt noe where to go actually. haha..
but we went to bowl at marine cove. ate at tanjong pagar railway station.. interesting..
hafiz is going to malaysia over the weekend till next tues.
of all freaking days, it had to be this horrible weekend.
seriously, i've never thought i'll ever hate the new year.
and im working.
working on hari raya haji, on new year's eve and new year itself.
SIGH.

gotta be optimistic abit.

i tried to switch this blog to the new blogger but wasnt successful.
arh whatever la.

off day tmr! wee!!
yesterday was uber tiring la. and frm what i heard, the eve was even worse. lucky i was on the opening shift cos the crowd came late.
sorry to say la, but sometimes guests just pissed me off. they have all the funny stupid requests in the whole of the universe. and for God's sakes, some of them just cannot wait to be seated. for your information, this is not a bloody coffee shop where you can just walk in like the damn boutique is yours.
and one more thing, why are you sooooo desperately in need of the sofa seats that you give us the face when we tell you that we might have to shift you later or that it is reserved for bigger groups? dont your own homes have sofa seats? and it disgusts me that you have to go to the extent of lying that you have 4 of your friends coming in later just because you want the sofa seat.
i read zash's blog and she had said something about the mentality of singaporeans. it makes me think.. sometimes i guess the reason as to why singapore's service is so bad is plainly because of the customers. a handful of them have totally no courtesy and most of them just cannot open their mouth to breathe out a.. thank you or flash a smile. they gave you a face when they dont get the sofa seats, when their food comes abit later.. blabla blabla.
there were some point of time when i told myself that maybe customer service is not my cup of tea.
i must confess that customers play an important part in affecting how am i gonna serve the others later. there were a few lovely guests who made my day, one gave me a purple puppy balloon (:
so what im saying is, if you expect good service, you have to play your part too.
in other words, treat others like how you want to be treated.

right. that was a mouthful wasnt it?
i miss my girls, and i will miss seeing them on the 28th. bleargh.
my boy's having a flu. double bleargh.
and its raining, its pouring.
kelly's nt working tonight.

but.
OFF TMR!! :D

its CHRISTMAS!!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!
and happy working for me.
yes i'm working.. all the way till the wee hours of the morning.
thank God we close at 12.30 am today.
its 6 more working days to the 2nd!!

i just came to realise that out of a sudden, the house has an abundance of chocolates.
my father bought a bag home from the cocoa tree..
then people keep giving.. and giving..
and i realised that these days my plans just dont seem to work.
whatever has been planned just dont seem to work out well.. because of some other people, or some other things that get in the way.
it irritates the poop out of me.
december passes so fast.
i had little time for myself, for my friends, for my family, for him.
i only had time to sleep and work.
thats how tiring working full time is.

something is just missing in my life,
but i dont know what.

FOUR hours more, and i have to start working.
that means i have less than 3 hours of the day to spend at home.
ohman.
i cant wait till the new year.
but by then i would have to pay the chalet money and everything.
girls!
can i settle everything when i get my pay?
okok?

yesterday was the one off day i have this week. so its gone now. bleargh.
but then, went out with fiz♥
drove to vivocity and did nothing, saw nothing.
ok lah, the scenery was quite spectacular.. when you can see sentosa and everything.
but other than that, there was nothing.
or maybe we didnt bother to walk all round the mall..
we drove to ecp and walk in the sand for a while..
after which we went to east coast food centre to have satay and mutton chop.
HAHAS.

frankly speaking i think lau pa sat's satay is still the tops.
then we fetched his bro from bedok and sent him home..
and then he sent me home.
he said sth like..
"wah best eh you, got chaffeur already"
no lah yang, you're nt la. no such thing.. i just love sitting in the car, singing on the top of my lungs.. and navigating you. HAHA!!

ohwells.
lets start the bloody countdown.

10 days till the 2nd.

swimming yesterday was so much fun!
ok, now im getting so uber lazy to go to work lah.
from 6 pm to 2 am.
you know yang, i think im gonna resign sooner than i think i will.

maybe this is not my kind of job. i think i prefer 9-5.
shifts are just madness.
i mean, just now i was lying down on my bed thinking,
why the hell did i work? ok i mean besides the money factor..
i mean even if i have all the time in the world, if i have no money, i cant go out.
but.
after slogging 3 years or so for the alevels. i definitely deserve a rest. WHY on earth did i take up a full time job and end up slogging? i should be pigging out. i deserve to pig out.
but as my superior mei ling said to me two days ago..
"money!! think of money and you wont get tired.."
so yeah.
MONEY.
and urh, how much do i need to pay if i resign?
maybe i should ask caleb to quicken my part time schedule.

anyway, i went to apply for relief teaching just a few moments ago.
i hope this is not one of the stupid things i normally do.
i mean seriously, once again..
working is no joke.
and some people are workaholics??
are they serious? are they even sane? i guess they have their individual reasons.
i am no workaholic..
definitely no.

sigghs.
but look on the bright side!
this wont be forever!
PLUS..
we're going to escape theme park next monday!

my colleagues are really the sweetest bunch.
we celebrated ah soon and my birthday yesterday.. during which i was doing my shift. haha..
had yummy choc cake, kfc and pizza hut. and my present. *wink wink*
thank you people.
and i will sure miss zara.
she has trained me like a teacher to a student kind of thing.

its off day for the week and..
today is.. swimming session!
and abit of bowling i hope.
going off at 3. soon.

believe me.
i'm missing school.
i mean, compare school and work..
i rather be off listening to the teacher..
or sleeping in classes whatever.
but whatever it is..
im not working there forever.. and i've already requested to be a part-timer.
yes baby i did. so dont fret anymore alright..
and i plan to not work anymore when i receive my results.
actually it very well depends on whether im actually going.. anywhere.
ohwells.



psst. i have inserted the video. i so dig the choreography so i think you guys should watch it. although its a tad too small. the dance moves are hawwwt.

decided to blog. yeah after soo so many weeks of not doing so.
forgive me la.
a levels.
hari raya.
what else? everything else.
and now tt ive started working. EIGHT hours per day. SIX days per week.
*POOF*
there goes my idling life, social life, weekends, tv, blogging.. and everything else. almost everything else.
im sorry if i have not updated my blog, friends. like if u've changed ure blog url or whatever. one day i will get to that k? i even dreamt of changing my blogskin.. in accordance to this new song. yeah. the michael buble song was abit too sad.
gosh i so love my love by jt. love my love. haha! i love the video too but too bad i cant manage to like put it here.. abit leceh. the html and everything.

working closing shift tmr. sighs. well i guess its ok since i get to save money cos there's transport home.
i wish that i can have more time to myself.. working part time would be good but i dont know if tts possible.
i wish to spend more time with my friends. like HELLO!! HELOO!! where are u guys!! i wanna go escape and everything before january ok!
i wish i can take my time to blog and sort out my thoughts so my entry wont be like this all the time.. this is so madness.
i wish to finish a novel.
i wish to spend time with hafiz by the beach, escape theme park.. WHATEVER!!!
i need hafiz.
i need hafiz.