firstly.
i miss school.
when things were much more simpler.
i miss my friends. i miss seeing them in school uniform..
i miss having double or triple dates.
i miss cup noodle dates with them.

i dont mind changes.
but i dont want to change the things i love doing most.
i dont want to wake up realising that the routines are no more.
and i still want my friends to be the same.
sighs.
i really miss school.

anyway.
i am putting on weight.
i am going to look like a huge potato sack soon.

also.
im in a dilemma.
i dont want to take up diploma.
the other acceptance letters better come soon!!

and.
im scared to get my pay.
the money might vanish in just 4 days.

lastly.
i think ns is a burden.
to me.
because i want hafiz, right here with me.
i dont want to see him less than 24hrs per month!!!!!!!!!!