i wonder if these are just the phases in a relationship.
sometimes i think i have already shattered and fallen into pieces.
but somehow ive managed to pull myself up, everytime.
its a routine.
i have felt the need to give up sometimes.
but really i never did.
it is difficult to leave something that you had believed in and held on to for the longest time.

maybe you wouldnt understand,
because this is something too normal for you.
a long-term relationship-
you've always wanted better. i know.
and she was the benchmark.
she was the someone whom i'm always being compared to,
whether you'll admit it or not.
i know.


"I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you"