but when you're younger, ure parents or anybody for that matter will pop this qn:
"what do you want to be when you grow up?"
i dont know what kind of answers i used to give but im sure the most common ones are doctor la, lawyer la, teacher la.
so im thinking, if we were to be asked the same question now, at this stage..
im sure the answers would be totally different.
because recently i was thinking, really what do i want to be in life?
i told my sisters once, (and they in turn told my parents, who laughed at me)
that i would want to be a social worker,
to travel to poor or war-torn countries,
and help the poor.
well specifically, i told her sth like.. "aku nak jadi orang yang campak2 roti ke makanan dari helicopter.. kasi dorang makan."
translation: "i want to be the one in the helicopter, who would throw food ration down to them to eat."
so what do you think?
but anyway, i just got a job. (not a social worker job lah) weeee...
thank God. but i hope i wont be starting tomorrow.
its kind of a crucial day.
besides the fact that i desperately want to turn up for squidward's unit family day (and get free lanterns, play free games, get free lunch and step into chinese garden for the first time in my whole life),
it is also our two years anniversary!!
yes mr squidward and me...!!

so we are hoping that my employer meant it when he said that i have to come down for a briefing. and i hope briefing only. and i hope that it would end before 12.30 too. amin.
i mean, i really dont mind starting work immediately. its just that, like i mention, tomorrow is a freaking crucial day for me. and i find it abit weird to start work on a friday.
and then again, i hope this will turn out well. because i would not want to find another job, and job-hop.
anyhoos, happy 2 years anniversary laling.
send me to work tmr hor.
haha..!
i love you, hafiz. (i bet you are asleep now right! so much for msn!)
muah.