2007 is a year of muddled feelings.
truthfully speaking, i am still doubtful of my plans.
i am still doubtful of myself.
things have definitely gotten better at home.
my parents are trying hard to work it out together..
which gives me a tinge hope and optimism,
i guess love isnt only a feeling that puts you on cloud 9.
its sacrifice, friendship, understanding, trust, honesty.. and knowing that both of you will know how to work things out when something goes wrong..
and the full awareness that there is no one that can replace your other half.
hafiz.
ive grown so much in love.
hafiz has taught me alot..
and being with him taught me the true meaning of patience. (=
and to know the right time to push my pride aside.
(my guy's a sensitive chap, although he hates to admit it.)
although sometimes i really feel like its too much to take, i feel that there is so much more to us than what we know.
i just hope that things will work out.
insyaallah.
my circle of friends.
although its almost been a year that im out of school..
i still have my ain.
and the bestest girlfriends in the world.
im so grateful that we have our monthly birthday celebrations,
cos thats when i get to biiiiiiiiiiitch and gossip all i want. muahahahahah...
2008 resolutions.
- to be able to decide what i want to do, and to be for the rest of my life.
- to be a good daughter to my parents, a great sister to my younger siblings and the best girlfriend to hafiz!
- get my driving license..
- learn how to ride a bicycle.. hehe. this is very embarrasing.
- to rollerblade again.
- to send hafiz for anger management classes or meditation classes.. whatever to teach him to control his temper.
- to exercise regularly.
- to SAVE MONEY!
- to be closer to his siblings and family.
- to join the planning group for birthday celebrations next year.
happy new year!!
ps. girls i love my presents. thanks a lot! the earrings were a love at first sight. now im so loving the bag!!!
you girls got great taste!!
