just came back from a hearty dinner at lau pa sat with hafiz and his younger brother and sister.
why cant my mouth stop chewing?

have been very busy with work lately.
i dont watch alot of tv. i dont stay at home tt much.
especially now. great singapore sales. GREAT.
yesterday my the sole of my black pointed flats just splitted into half. and i had to rush down to jurong point today before work and get a nice pair of heels.

im just waiting for that letter to come.
then i will be contented for the time being.
and thankful of course.
very very thankful.

firstly.
i miss school.
when things were much more simpler.
i miss my friends. i miss seeing them in school uniform..
i miss having double or triple dates.
i miss cup noodle dates with them.

i dont mind changes.
but i dont want to change the things i love doing most.
i dont want to wake up realising that the routines are no more.
and i still want my friends to be the same.
sighs.
i really miss school.

anyway.
i am putting on weight.
i am going to look like a huge potato sack soon.

also.
im in a dilemma.
i dont want to take up diploma.
the other acceptance letters better come soon!!

and.
im scared to get my pay.
the money might vanish in just 4 days.

lastly.
i think ns is a burden.
to me.
because i want hafiz, right here with me.
i dont want to see him less than 24hrs per month!!!!!!!!!!

im sorry if this entry sounds very mundane.
i am very very tired.

nowadays my life revolves around work. on average i work 6 days a week.. and 9 hours everyday.
and still the moolahs' not enough for my monthly expenses.
transport, phone, food. SHOPPING.
i was quite surprised when hafiz showed me his "our-monthly-savings-and-expenses" calculations. i'm supposed to be saving $300++ every month. ideally lah.

finances aside, i finally had the chance to meet the girls for a picnic. we spent a whole 5 hours eating and "talking".. and jayne, kast even had the chance to learn how to knit.
haha..
for me, i felt like a cow munching away.
we had a banana-chocolate cake from secret recipe, nuggets, cheese balls, epok-epok, nachos.
the sun wasnt exactly glaring, but now, i can feel the pain in my skin. my nose and cheeks are turning red. and i can see the two-tones on my arms. mahaha.

i met hafiz too. sent him to sembawang cos i really missed seeing him in uniform. we shared the meltz meal from kfc.. (cos i was really very full already, but i wanted him to eat.) very small la. i think he wanted to get his usual 2 pcs chicken meal but of course i insisted on trying the new stuff.
i miss him already. haiyah.

i want to watch spiderman 3!!
and i want to get my pay!
and i want to get my admission letter!
i want more money!
i need to send my clothes for tailoring!
i need to fold the laundry....
i need to sleep!!!