reflect.

2007 is a year of muddled feelings.
truthfully speaking, i am still doubtful of my plans.
i am still doubtful of myself.

things have definitely gotten better at home.
my parents are trying hard to work it out together..
which gives me a tinge hope and optimism,
i guess love isnt only a feeling that puts you on cloud 9.
its sacrifice, friendship, understanding, trust, honesty.. and knowing that both of you will know how to work things out when something goes wrong..
and the full awareness that there is no one that can replace your other half.

hafiz.
ive grown so much in love.
hafiz has taught me alot..
and being with him taught me the true meaning of patience. (=
and to know the right time to push my pride aside.
(my guy's a sensitive chap, although he hates to admit it.)
although sometimes i really feel like its too much to take, i feel that there is so much more to us than what we know.
i just hope that things will work out.
insyaallah.

my circle of friends.
although its almost been a year that im out of school..
i still have my ain.
and the bestest girlfriends in the world.
im so grateful that we have our monthly birthday celebrations,
cos thats when i get to biiiiiiiiiiitch and gossip all i want. muahahahahah...

2008 resolutions.

• to be able to decide what i want to do, and to be for the rest of my life.
• to be a good daughter to my parents, a great sister to my younger siblings and the best girlfriend to hafiz!
• get my driving license..
• learn how to ride a bicycle.. hehe. this is very embarrasing.
• to rollerblade again.
• to send hafiz for anger management classes or meditation classes.. whatever to teach him to control his temper.
• to exercise regularly.
• to SAVE MONEY!
• to be closer to his siblings and family.
• to join the planning group for birthday celebrations next year.

happy new year!!

ps. girls i love my presents. thanks a lot! the earrings were a love at first sight. now im so loving the bag!!!
you girls got great taste!!

these few days have been very hectic.
what with hady winning the asian idol!
and also, happy birthday to my two little irritating brats!
ive promised to treat them to swensens and now they're bugging me!

hafiz is out of town till God knows when.
i miss him already.
its been 2 days!

I AM FINALLY TWENTY!
i am always the last one to be a year older.



thanks ain, zash, kast, jayne, shan, sha, pok, my parents, nora, siti, my bosses, taufiq, xiu mei.. and those that i forgot to mention.. thank you for your birthday wishes!
girls i cant wait for the end of the month!!

and to my laling hapis, thanks for the lunch and the movie and the swatch!! you know i have to confess, i was thinking of getting myself a swatch when i get my next pay but since you already bought one for me, then i can get something else. muahahah.. but anyway, THANK YOU!!! i looooooooooooove it. and i love yours too. hehe.

ok i just tried sth new.
i tried the skyride and the luge at sentosa for the first time yesterday.
hafiz we should take the skyride and the luge together!! since you love to race your car so much, ure gonna love the luge. im sure you would..
you can go as fast as you want.. and the worse thing that can happen is just you banging into a wall or going into the bushes.
you will love it. (=

meeting the girls on friday was what i needed after a long tiring week. im still thinking about the super delicious oreo mudpie i had that day. haha.
Happy 20th birthday, kasthuri!

this week has been a very busy week at work.
ive never thought that i would still have to deal with idiotic clients while working in a law firm.. but thats the way it is. clients are the worse creatures that we have to deal with.
seriously, i cant wait for the week to be over. i wont be working on saturday and the family's going sentosa!!! woo hooooooooo!
but how i wish the boy could come, he is forever busy with his army.

i think i seriously need new mp3.
my iriver is going bonkerss..