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i miss you, everyday.
Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 23:38
today after the lps dinner, i went home by myself. its not that ive grown accustomed to being alone in the train, just listening to the mp3 and staring into space..
but the boy look so darn tired, i couldnt bear to let him suffer frm raffles to jurong to simei..
the feeling only lasted a while, tears welling up when you part.. but after that it will be ok. after what happened yesterday i figured, if he doesnt bother, why should you? but thats besides the point.

i decided to take 334 home today instead of walking from lakeside. the bus was crowded but i managed to have a seat beside a guy who was busy playing soccer on his handphone. as usual i listened to the mp3, deep in my own thoughts..
so after a while, the guy decided to stop playing and was staring into blank space also.
and then he took out his wallet and flip it open.
i noticed his gesture so i managed to catch a glimpse of a neoprint of him with his girlfriend in the wallet.
he stares at it for a total of 10 seconds.. and then he closed his wallet.

less than 3 seconds later, he flips it open again. and then this time i saw him carressing the photo, particularly his gf's face.. before he closes it again.

i was touched at that point of time.. what with daniel bedingfield's if you're not the one playing on the mp3. that small gesture has a thousand wonderful meaning.. plus its so rare to see a guy doing that!!

which makes me wonder whether hafiz ever does that? i just tucked in a small picture of myself into his wallet the moment we just met today. im not sure if he even knows that its there.. its all an interesting coincidence..




Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

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