i admit this week has not been the greatest of weeks. but im happy to say tt despite all that has been happening, ive managed to do some proper research today.. thanks to shereen for some enlightenment on media framing. i have four major assignments due in less than a week's time or so.. and i have not started on any of them.. not when your brain's still fuzzy from recent incidents..

met someone and friend today for lunch and ice cream. finally i had my kway teow at vivo banquet! thank you for the truffles. (: its my first time "truffling".. maybe i should tell you that im very depressed more often, then i'll get free truffles. hehe..

i believe that God wont give you any obstacles that you cant face. although sometimes you feel that the whole weight of the world is on your shoulder (eg. when you have four assignments due and your still gotta deal with your broken heart), you still gotta hold your ground. and the most important thing when dealing with problems is to appreciate the people whom you love most and those who love you in return. even if its just one person.

you will never realise what you've got till you've lost that someone.

shereen is right. its trauma. im still in shock.

i didnt know how it is possible to love and hate someone at the same time. until now. i didnt know that i can be this bruised.. im beyond anger and pain, i think its sth else. i still dont understand how a person can do such things to another whom he claims he love. i have so much to say, and the more im type, the more hurt i feel.


save us.