whenever im going home from tuition, there will always be this cranky man in the same 187 with me. he is super cranky, i think he is 10 times more cranky than hafiz and my father and me put together.

anw, im super loving my new phone already!
THANK YOU SAYANG!

the picture as promised:-
just look at her cheeks! you would feel like kissing her all over.

anyway, ive finished reading a leap of love by catherine lim. thanks aishah (:
since yesterday i was thinking of compiling a list of things that i would like to do during this one month or so.. i wish i can have the bloody tickets to singfest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

before 25th august

go for at least one k-box session, or two, or three!
dinner at simpang bedok
visit nenek
paint the toilet
the luge at sentosa
east coast (rollerblading!)
ice skating
fix the bag

exams are finally over!! that means its a one month holiday!
though it sucks to be staying home alone when the sisters are all schooling, i still got the company of my parents (both took 1 week leave this whole week, of all weeks).. and not forgetting the boy, who still has 3 weeks of mc left. hahaa..
so mr abdul hafiz and my fellow friends, you guys better take me out! im actually craving for another round of karaoke session, how?

i went for imah's baby girl cukur rambut function the other day with syarina and mabel. (gosh i miss that woman!) my goodness, the baby is darn chubby.. and when i carried it, i swear our cheeks are similar.. (cept maybe her's is baby fats, and mine are just plain fats).. point is, she's adorable. haha.. i will upload a picture soon.

its pouring heavily here but i gotta run to meet the boy. see you folks. have a great week..


ps (the tuition kid's mom just smsed me, i got no tuition today! woowee..!) not that i hate tuition ok, but having it everyday can be quite tiring.

sometimes i think, what was all that for?
why me? why him? why us? why now? what now?
i dont usually know the answers to my questions. but after all this time, i still believe that it was all fated. i told my mum once (or was it a few times) that he was God-sent. and up till now, i still think so.
i am willing to go through it all over again. even when im left feeling like a fool at the end of the day.
love. is it always like this?

anyway, ive just rejected a friend's offer to go to the movies tmr. although i wanna watch wanted and a whole lot of movies.. i dont have any mood for movies right now until next friday's over. EXAMS LARH. wish me luck my friends, and have a beautiful week. (:

soemtimes i miss the boy, but i wish i could strangle him at the same time.

after watching so you think you can dance on tv, something striked me when i was having my late night shower. but its a thought so ridiculous i dont wish to even voice it out.

today i spend 5/8 of the day sleeping, 1/8 of it going for tuition in the morning, and another 2/8 of it watching television and speaking on the phone. seriously i wish i was out. its youth day! and its the 7th! i dont want to be rubbing it in, but yeah it is the 7th of the month. its always the day that i look forward to every month.. and this month the date seems nice isnt it, the 7th of 7. but then again, to think of it... i think i was better off studying than waiting for something incredible to happen. NEVER MIND.

well it looks like im spending next saturday alone again, any takers? anyone? ain, are you working? you can be my date for the saturdays to come.. i dont mind..

you know i think day by day im beginning to think and sound more like __________ *gasp!*. i dont want to even try to be happy or optimistic anymore. its becoming more and more tiring each day. sometimes you feel very pek chek.. but you dont know who or what you're frustrated with. i wish i dont even give a damn. he said im ignorant. HAH. HOW I WISH I WAS REALLY THAT IGNORANT. now i feel like snapping at everyone im having a conversation with. but what am i unhappy about, seriously??

sighs.

Kasihku
Hanya kau sahaja di hatiku
Hanya kau satu yang ku rindu
Setiap waktu tak pernah rasa jemu

Saat kau tiba
Terasa sungguh bahagia
Jalinan indah mesra bersamamu
Sehingga cinta yang pertama

Dengarkanlah bicara cintaku
Aku ingin selalu di sisimu
Dengarkanlah bicara rinduku
Pinta hati ini yang ingin bersamamu selamanya

Senyum tawamu
Terbawa selalu dalam mimpi
Hingga tak mampu untuk kulupakan
Kau sering di dalam ingatan

glenn fredly ft amy mastura - dengarkanlah

but still, happy monthsary to you.
i love you.

sometimes i wish that the many things in my mind can be put down into words. but now.. like ain, ive been blogging in my head. because my feelings are at times, too insensitive and too crude to be read by all.. or rather, the few of you who actually take the time to read my blog.

i think alot. and when im alone, i tend to think of unhappy things. sometimes i think it has got to be the time of the month.. when im extra emotional, extra unhappy, extra cranky, extra hungry, extra thirsty, extra lazy, extra paranoid, extra possessive, extra tired. ok you probably get what i mean. i would be at my worst during this time of the month, and no amount of shopping or hershey chocolate pies (ive had 2 this week already) can make me less emotional.

actually i should be studying.. now that the exams are in a week's time. its worrying that im already planning activities for the one month break before i even start studying.. haha!

ps i love you yang.