i dont even know why i bother to carry around an umbrella anymore. the weather is so scaldingly hot.. it makes you want to snap at everybody, it makes you want to drink bubble tea everyday.. or stand infront of the refrigerator with the freezer door open wide. everywhere i go, people keep complaining about the heat. my mother resorted to sleeping on the marble floor. even the bed seemed to hot to lie on.

anw, got back the marks for audience studies and journalism module. my marks in journalism proved my suspicions that i couldnt write. i totally missed the distinction mark, and even if i reprimand dr steve to amend the assignment mark that he had gotten all wrong, (i did asked btw. tt was 2 months ago. its still unchanged. uptill now.) i still wouldnt get the distinction- so. lets. bloody. forget. it.

and dr pia told me that i gotta improve my writing skills.. i found out later when i skimmed through her comments on my research paper, that she was referring to my horrible grammar. its been a while since somebody actually marked me down for improper use of tenses, punctuation and "awkward expression". AWKWARD EXPRESSION!! i remembered last time during m.i, janet nim would draw squiggly squiggly lines underlining the sentences, or even worse, a question mark. tt probably meant awkward expression.

talking about awkward, i feel rather awkward reading a girl's lovey-dovey-mushy msn nicks. particularly tonight, i feel like changing my msn nick to "sudahlah". whatever you know, whatever. i dont usually care what nonsensical nicknames my friends have on msn.. its just that i have a hunch she's referring to someone very dear to me. so i really dont know whether to just laugh it off or engage in thoughts of wringing her neck. that bloody swine.