i finally found tt particular scent. my mother said tt it wasnt exactly the one that nyonya was wearing, but i think this one is one of the nicest smells ever. and tt coming frm me, someone who doesnt wear perfume, and doesnt like to smell perfume tt much. im positive that this is it.. nvm that it costs a (nuclear) bomb, it is worth it. wor dit. anw lanvin also smells nice... i think perfumes will be my next craze. i really think so.

all that aside, im very excited for tmr! and wednesday too!

one lesson i've learnt time and time again: never sleep with your earpiece on. whatever brand your earpiece might be, sennheiser, philips, sony, audio technica.. they will all go kaput if you sleep with them on.

it has happened to me millions of times.. and the worst part is, sometimes i dont even sleep with my mp3 on. i just decide to keep my mp3 (together with earpiece and all) by my side when i sleep, even when im nt listening to it or even if i dont intend to listen to it. sleeping with my mp3 by my side is sth like sleeping with my phone you know. they work synonymously in keeping me company when im dozing off to sleep. ok, so my very new (less than 3 months, i think) earpiece recently screwed up. i realised this when i was in the train, on my way to school. note that i can get very pissed off when my journey to/from school or anywhere is spoiled by my mp3 refusing to work, or my earpiece suddenly screwing up on me.

now, the right earpiece will only work if i slowly twist and turn the bloody earpiece. i think i've bought more than 20 earpieces in my whole entire life. i am damn sick and tired of spoiled earpieces. seriously.

ive uploaded this just for the sole purpose of cheering myself up. i spent like almost 3 hours fiddling with my bimbo camera, trying to upload pictures into the computer, edit them and then upload them onto facebook. i really should get started on my readings, cos theres like ten million questions for me to do.. its barely 2 weeks since the start of school, and im already so tired. presentations, quizzes, written assignments! and a lecturer who freaks me out when he smiles. shereen mentioned that he looked like a "tadpole". however i dont think that she has actually seen a tadpole's face before.. hahahah.. k anw point is, im so freaking pissed with him, and i dont know why. im just an angry girl. i get angry when i step into class. i get angry when i steps out of class. im pissed off all the time. i think hafiz is infiltrating into my soul.

im tired! God, im so tired just thinking of school. no, im tired just merely looking at my bag. no need to think of school, i can just take one glance at my bag, and i feel my body going 10 times slower. i am tired.

i dont even know why i bother to carry around an umbrella anymore. the weather is so scaldingly hot.. it makes you want to snap at everybody, it makes you want to drink bubble tea everyday.. or stand infront of the refrigerator with the freezer door open wide. everywhere i go, people keep complaining about the heat. my mother resorted to sleeping on the marble floor. even the bed seemed to hot to lie on.

anw, got back the marks for audience studies and journalism module. my marks in journalism proved my suspicions that i couldnt write. i totally missed the distinction mark, and even if i reprimand dr steve to amend the assignment mark that he had gotten all wrong, (i did asked btw. tt was 2 months ago. its still unchanged. uptill now.) i still wouldnt get the distinction- so. lets. bloody. forget. it.

and dr pia told me that i gotta improve my writing skills.. i found out later when i skimmed through her comments on my research paper, that she was referring to my horrible grammar. its been a while since somebody actually marked me down for improper use of tenses, punctuation and "awkward expression". AWKWARD EXPRESSION!! i remembered last time during m.i, janet nim would draw squiggly squiggly lines underlining the sentences, or even worse, a question mark. tt probably meant awkward expression.

talking about awkward, i feel rather awkward reading a girl's lovey-dovey-mushy msn nicks. particularly tonight, i feel like changing my msn nick to "sudahlah". whatever you know, whatever. i dont usually care what nonsensical nicknames my friends have on msn.. its just that i have a hunch she's referring to someone very dear to me. so i really dont know whether to just laugh it off or engage in thoughts of wringing her neck. that bloody swine.

1st may was quite eventful. (:
anw first day of school was ok, cept for the fact that we have to present next week. tts crazy. AWARE is driving me nuts.

anw, im starting my ipod fund. ok well some of you may think that buying an ipod doesnt require one to start a fund.. however considering the fact that buying an ipod straight off would mean that i have to starve for the next 2 months, endure 29873138 reminder letters from singtel (this is bundled with another 65877678 rounds of nagging frm my mum), and also face high risks of getting my phone line terminated, i'd rather the fund.

i am aware that im not much of a saver (is there such a word?), i told my mum weeks ago that im thinking of getting an ipod, and then i tell her that it will probably take me another 3, 4 months. she tells me she can wait, that is, to be the rightful owner of my pink creative zen stone (which had costed me $99 back then, but then the last i saw it was selling at 89 freaking bucks).

sighs. i wish an ipod touch would just miraculously appear under my pillow when i wake up tmr morning, complete with casing and all. if such a thing can ever happen, i wouldnt mind if its an ipod touch, or nano, or shuffle (ok maybe not shuffle), or classic.

PS while im typing all these, bf is on the phone, annoyed that ive not spoken much. ok now he has just put down the phone. BLEAGH!!!